#i really am …. sooo sleepy i need . to go to bed

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

OH OH I DID ALSO MAKE A TREE …. in case you’d like to leave a xmas treat for the mice <3

[sturnioz]

a brief insight to the pinterest boards i got going on.

chris and bun

https://pin.it/6TyWNTtl7 (mhm yeah)

https://pin.it/7oUpH27mw (the clear discomfort of getting off me pls in his face like cmon)

https://pin.it/T1vrm9Wip (he’s on a bad comedown, she’s just sleepy)

https://pin.it/3dGJl6WHG (this is on his ig)

https://pin.it/bpfP1JNCM (bun took off in a full sprint after this after he swooped on her ass)

https://pin.it/3F8SEh3Uf (she’s tired and pouty, doesn’t wanna walk anymore, kitty takes this cause it looks like such a cute moment but really he’s telling her she has 2 seconds before he’s leaving her)

https://pin.it/6JtTjMS3L (rare moment and she is not moving a muscle)

https://pin.it/68AuR2gbI (self explanatory. theyre in a store and she forces him to take this for her photo dump)

https://pin.it/4AOjiY9lA (yeah.)

https://pin.it/1MuOkMdiE (he’s high and fidgeting, doesn’t even realise until he hears her take the picture then he’s shoving her away)

https://pin.it/3oQ5aopOT (also yeah)

https://pin.it/34dvbEPBe (do i need to elaborate)

https://pin.it/79yGWJo8d (she just wanted to show her pretty nails)

https://pin.it/5OQfQY3UB (they had a tshirt painting day at the frat, bun got really sad after this cause she had a really good idea and he ruined it)

https://pin.it/7A8CprfKh (bun took this but instead of studying he’s bagging shit up at her apartment and her cat looked really cute it def wasn’t cause of chris!)

bonus bun and nate! (kitty is the one reaching to stop him) - https://pin.it/1qq1nofXe

let me know which ones stood out, if u want more, if im crazy. i have these for bun and nate being goofballs. kitty and matt. bee and nate. bee and bun. nick and kitty. just a lot.

- 🫧

each link and my comments on them are under the cut !

╰› LINK 1. yk i've seen this photo sooo many times while trying to find pics that give off their vibe ... the fact that you've sent this makes me think its a sign.

╰› LINK 2. (this link didn't work for me </3)

╰› LINK 3. i lowkey can see this happening. like ... his comedown is so bad that he needs to just lay down in bed and do nothing, and of course bun is always exhausted from her busy week that she can't help but just sleep with him. somehow ends up shuffling a lil too close in her sleep..

╰› LINK 4. love this one SO much .. might have to use it in a ig post me thinks.

╰› LINK 5. ok the only way i could ever think of bun doing this in the first place is either cos a dare or she's just high on adrenaline for whatever reason. like maybe shes just had a really good day with the group and she can't help but be buzzy and excited !! laughing and giggling !!! jumping and bouncing around !! only to accidentally hit chris in the ass with her foot and darting away once he literally whipped around.

╰› LINK 6. kitty thinking its such a cutesy lil moment between them two not realising that chris is literally like "if y'don't get up, kid. i am leavin' you here, yeah? you understand? move."

╰› LINK 7. no like she'd be deadweight on him. im not kidding. legs and arms all limp while he's just grumbling like he didnt just throw her up there.

╰› LINK 8. this is in her moodboard i have !!!! i have yet to use it hehe

╰› LINK 9. yeah.

╰› LINK 10. hear me out. before he's shoving her away, as soon as he hears the camera shutter go off and notices what hes doing, he just squeeze her foot so hard that she just starts squealing and kicking her legs. saying something like "yeah.. s'what you get for tryin' to pull some shit, kid."

╰› LINK 11. this was taken five seconds before she was yanked down the bed by her ankles.

╰› LINK 12. (this link didn't work for me </3)

╰› LINK 13. mhmhmhm !!!

╰› LINK 14. she'd literally start crying i fear.

╰› LINK 15. this lowkey gives me more kitty and matt vibes actually !!

╰› LINK 16. YES !!!

[oh-no-another-idea]

get to know only extremely unimportant things about me tag

Pausing in my usual tag game order because @sleepyowlwrites created this recently and it looks really funnnn. Thanks for the tag, Indigo!

what does your bed comforter look like?

Tis a blanket that's fuzzy on both sides folded and sewn in half to fit my smaller bed

do you have cough drops in your house?

Yes, a couple of reallllly old ones, and a new bag I bought the last time I was at the Asian grocery store

on a scale of 1-18, how likely are you to accidentally park father away from the grocery store than you meant to?

I'd say about a 5.

when it comes to outerwear, is practicality or style more important?

Practicality! I'd rather not look like a round marshmallow when I don't intend to, but you know. Details.

do you collect medicine in your room when you're sick and then just, like, never put it away?

No, but I do this with water bottles

have you ever seen some berries of some sort out in the wild and decided that you needed to photo them so they looked like blood?

...that's a weirdly specific question and I think my answer must be no.

did you check the same book out of the library/read the same book over and over despite your dad or somebody being like "other books exist you know"?

YES my dad is such a hater sometimes. It's called comfort rereads, okay?

is there an environment in which everyone there has a different nickname for you?

Hmm, I don't think so. That would be nice though!

what animal did you fear would spontaneously manifest in your bedroom and eat you? actual belief in said fear not required.

No animals...but occasionally creepy assassins.

was there a thing that you were unfortunately really good at as a kid that set you up to go into hard "gifted kid" burnout while still being a kid?

I don't think I really qualify as a member of the gifted kid burnout...I read really fast and sooo many books, and that's been harder to keep up as I get more serious about writing, but over the past year I've realized how much I love blowing through books, and have worked to get back to that

you know you have to eat some fruit some time, so what do you buy the next time you drag yourself to walmart or wherever?

I would go to Sam's Club for fruit, and if they have them, I'd get blueberries and strawberries. Mangos if they're in season. Raspberries if they're cheap (and they rarely are 😫)

are you maybe a teensy bit obsessed with code names?

If you mean the word teensy, then yes, I suppose a teensy bit

what's your favorite word to refer to a personage who is capable of using magic?

Wizard

gloves or mittens or glittens?

Gloves win by a little! Love my individual fingers :)

are you a sibling or are you an only child who happens to have siblings or are you an only child who has liminal space siblings?

I am a sibling. An eldest sibling (cue the booing/cheering/rolling of eyes)

does your edgelord have a name or are you not on speaking terms?

We're not speaking so hard he doesn't even know I exist

do you actually wear your favorite piece of clothing?

...this is an ongoing weakness of mine. I'm working on it, okay?

bookends. a cool accessory or something that is preventing more books from fitting on your shelves?

Necessary accessory!!! I have one with a little elephant on it -- I love it very much

please rate this tag as if it were a super duper indie flick on imdb.

Owl's questions miraculously toe the line between funny and thought provoking, gifting you with an inner look that leaves you hungry for more. I grinned, I groaned, I would do it all over again. Should there ever be a sequel, you will find me lining up outside. There could have been a question about tap dancing. four and a half stars. ⭐⭐⭐⭐1/2

Tagging you back, @sleepyowlwrites, and also @sleepy-night-child @reneesbooks @sarandipitywrites @chauceryfairytales

and anyone else who sees this and wants to answer some absurd questions for the rest of us to ooh and aah at. Please tag me!

[opalcicle]

If They Call Me a Slut, You Know it Might be Worth it for Once

Ch. 6 Morning Aftermath

Smut, Fluff, Angst, it has it all

When I start to wake I'm tangled in a blanket, limbs stretched out in different directions. I feel the sun beaming through the window before I open my eyes. It's a cozy weekday morning and I just had the deepest sleep I've had in ages. My body starts to stretch piece by piece, coming to slowly as I drift gently out of my dreams. There's a warmth where my leg lays over someone else's. I cuddle up to the the man beside me and feel him shift as well.

"Hey," I hear the voice- it's familiar, but I'm too sleepy to place it, my brain still running through the last remnants of a peaceful dream, "good morning,"

"Good morning," I yawn, pulling my body into his.

"How did you sleep," his voice gets closer as he places a kiss on my forehead.

"Sooo good," I tuck against his chest, he smells so familiar, sounds so familiar. My body starts to fill in the memories of last night. Taking a spanking, then in front of a mirror, pinned down, cumming and cumming and- Charlie. Oh my god its Charlie.

My eyes flitter open to look at my best friend, "How did you sleep?," I yawn again.

"Incredible," he says, kissing the top of my head.

His arms find their way through the sheets and around me. I feel a hand squeeze my ass cheek and breath out sharply. As he pulls me in closer his erection taps against my abdomen.

I groan out a grumpy reply as I feel wetness begin to pool between my legs. "I'm still waking up," I protest gently, but rub his chest and place a kiss on his sternum. Lazily trailing kisses over skin, I start to wake my body more. My legs are stiff, and I can tell I'm going to be sore. "Oh god, you might be right about needing to carry me,"

He hums a low, satisfied note and stretches out onto his back, a smirk in his voice, "I told you,"

I can't even muster the energy to banter with him. Instead of replying I scoot back up to him and trail my hand over his chest.

"Are you okay, though?" He questions, wrapping an arm around me.

"I am, I'm great," I close my eyes again and soak in the warmth of Charlie's body.

Without realizing it, I fall back into sleep, and wake up suddenly, like time has slipped. My new lover's voice sings along to music playing just outside the bedroom and I roll over to listen. A smile finds its way to the corners of my lips and I hear him singing from the playlist I shared with him months ago. A mix of horny and romantic pop music that isn't completely his taste, but is reliably on when I get into his car.

"I'd love if you knew you were in my mind.

Constant like cicadas in the summertime," he sings out the Chappel song, trying to get the notes right like he always does.

"Touch me baby, put your lips on mine.

Could go to hell, but we'll probably be fine!" I call out the next lyrics from the bedroom, interrupting him. Sliding out of the bed, I find the blue and black t-shirt he was wearing last night and pull it over my head.

"Good morning, sleepy," he says as I join him in the kitchen. He's standing in front of the counter, shirtless, stiring cream into a mug. When I wrap my arms around him from behind the spoon clunks and his hands hold mine.

"Good morning," I say, head leaned up against his back.

Charlie turns in my arms, "I have a coffee for you." His eyes find me in his shirt and linger.

I break the hold to retrieve the precious caffeine and lean against the counter while I sip. Charlie turns to his stovetop, where he's cooking French toast. My favorite breakfast. There are a lot of my favorite things in his place.

"Coffee, breakfast, my favorite songs, you're really trying to get me to stay, aren't you?" I tease.

"I uh, started making food- its- are you hungry?" He asks.

The awkward blush that I crave from him finds its way to his face and I have to make a decision to push for it or to let him be romantic. My mind is stalling out, trying to sort through potential responses. My heart beats hard in my chest and I shift my attention to how I'm feeling.

"Yeah, I could eat," was all I could say. My face starts to redden as well, realizing I'd been staring at him after a simple question.

He smiles and quickly turns back to the stove, flipping the pieces of bread in the frying pan.

He really likes me, I think to myself. Images of us in his car, Charlie stealing glances at me while we sing, play in my head. I parse through our years of interactions while watching him cook. All the times he let me have my way, all the teasing he endured, the way he promoted my work, every like on every Instagram post, every time he remembered what I liked. I blink, returning to the present. Do I feel the same? There was no question that this man turned me on. We spent so much time together, sent eachother stupid memes on the daily, and he's the one I call for absolutely anything. I flirt with him incessantly. Am I even capable of romance?

Closing my eyes and rubbing my temples, I make a decision. Charlie did so much for me, put up with so much from me, he deserves to have his efforts respected. I could let him treat me kindly, have a nice morning. Figuring out anything past that would have to come later.

Plates of French toast hit the table and we enjoy a domestic breakfast. Conversation is light. We talk about the work we have to do- emails to answer. I tell him about the editing plans for the photoshoot we'd done. Being at the river and beach felt like a week ago. Bizly coming over to my house felt like an ancient memory.

"I can take you home whenever you like," Charlie starts, and I see him blush again as he asks, "But I was thinking it's only fair if I help you feel a little better first, since I made you so sore,"

I raise an eyebrow at him, analysing his face. Why blush at this? He's been so smooth when trying to turn me on. Intrigued, I ask, "What do you have in mind?"

"A massage," he says from behind a sip of coffee.

Ah, the romance. The flirting. Is he nervous that I just want sex? I decide to tease out the answer, asking "Trying to get your hands back on me?"

He coughs while taking a drink, "No, I mean-"

That redness in his face get me going. I cut him off with a chuckle, "Yes, I'd like that,"

He looks sheepish. Like I caught his intentions perfectly. He wants me to stay, he's trying to pamper me, and he definately wants his hands on me again.

He stood, "Wait here," and slipped back into the bedroom.

I finished my coffee and checked my phone for the first time since yesterday. There were two messages from a number I didn't recognize.

Hey! Hope you don't mind I grabbed your number from a friend. It's Tina, from Schlatt's party.

Would you want to come out to a bar this weekend?

I close the message for now, and wait for Charlie to return.

He comes back in and takes my by the hand to the bedroom. "Where are you sore?"

"My legs and back," I reply, slipping his shirt off my body.

He responds instantly, grabbing my hips and planting a sloppy kiss on my mouth. The breathy words, "Fuck, you're gorgeous," leave his lips as he begrudgingly pulls away.

I position myself on my stomach, grabbing a pillow for my head and settling into the bed.

Charlie grabs an oil that he'd set out and let's it drip slowly onto my back. I shiver at the sensation.

The sound of the bottle being set down is followed by a pressure in the bed behind me, then he straddles my butt. I wonder if I'll feel his dick against me when he rubs me down but the thought is replaced by my own groan as he places hands on each shoulder.

"I'm going to hear you make those sexy sounds again, aren't I?" He says in a low voice as he rubs the massage oil into my skin. Now there's the confidence I saw last night.

His hands find knots in my back that I didn't know were there. I try my best not to whine into the pillow as he presses into my stiff muscles, but I fail. Charlie takes his time and I melt into the bed as he works his way to my hips and then my butt.

The sighs he lets out as he grabs and presses my ass tell me that he's enjoying this as much as I am. He spends more time than necessary before shifting his body and spreading my legs apart. Again, my mind wanders and I hope he's going to touch me, but he works his way down each thigh, releasing the tension in my muscles. Down my calves, to my feet, and then back up. His hands press up over my butt again and then he pulls away. Disappointment flutters in my chest.

"Turn over," he softly commands.

On my back, he straddles me again, and I see his cock at attention under his pajama pants. His hands find my shoulders again, then work down my arms. I haven't felt so relaxed in so long. Then he presses into my pecs, palms grazing my breasts, and excitement grows in my abdomen. I look up at him with lidded eyes, biting into my lip, and press my chest up towards him. He responds with a smirk and drags his hands a little lower with a painstakingly slow speed.

"Fuuck, Charlie," I call out softly.

"What is it?" he queries in a playful voice, the smirk on his face only growing. He knows exactly what I want.

"My tits, please?" I manage to ask.

He traces his fingertips around each nipple. This man really knows how to tease me. I hear my own voice groan out in desperation and Charlie responds by cupping my breasts in his hands, pressing and squeezing them, continuing the massage. I enjoy the feeling for a long time, desire building in me, my pussy aching and getting wetter each moment. After indulging my request, he drags his hand down as he backs himself up overtop of me, teasing over my hips and finding place on my thighs. He lifts one of my legs up over his shoulder, massaging it deeply, releasing each muscle. Working close to my core, he traces his finger along my slit, so gently and in rhythm that I'm unsure if it's purposeful. But he does in again, and then a third time, pulling my lips apart for a long moment.

I whine again, and my hips instinctively press forward to his touch.

He pulls his hand away and murmurs, "Patient, baby," before switching to the other leg.

This time, while he works on my calf again he pushes his body in close, and I gasp as I feel his erection on my leg.

"You were so tense, how are you feeling?" He asks as he rubs himself against my inner thigh.

"So good, that feels so good," I reply through a hazy desire.

"You like that?" Charlie demands the question, pressing harder against me.

"Yes," My breathing is growing heavier.

"Do you want more?" He asks and my mind reels.

"Yes!" The desperation is apparent in my voice.

Charlie pulls away for only a moment and returns his cock to my thigh, this time bare. I glance down to see he's pulled his pjs to his knees. He rubs against my skin slowly as his lifts my other leg, closing his erection between them. With both my legs straight up in the air I see the head of his cock pointed straight at me, peaking out between my soft thighs. He wraps his arms around my knees and leans forward, my legs now holding the weight of his body. He peaks around and adjusts himself so his cock rests right on my clit, then looks at me, eager.

"Fuck my thighs, Charlie?" I coo sweetly, doing my best impression of an innocent girl asking for something dirty.

"Oh fuck," he moans. His cock throbs and he thrusts forward, sliding against my pussy.

I squeeze my legs together as he uses them. Playing with my nipples, I watch his tip push though and then retreat. All the control he showed the night before gone. Like an animal he thrusts wildly, grunting and moaning.

Legs guy. I think to myself.

Charlie pauses before he can finish. Letting my legs down he roughly presses two fingers into my pussy, finding my g spot with ease. I yelp out and he glances up at me. His eyes gleam with a hunger that scares me, but the sudden feeling of his thumb finding my clit overwhelms me with pleasure.

"Oh fuck, Charlie!" I squirm as he presses hard on my clit.

The stimulation is almost too much to handle, but it doesn't last long as he releases his hands and grabs me by the hips, jerking me down the bed. He grabs his cock and places the head at the entrance, pushing all the way in.

We both yelled out in unison, and he leans his body over me, face in my chest. He humps me at a rapid pace, groaning into my body. With my arms around him, searching for something to grip, my nails dig into his back and he growls out, somehow fucking me even faster and harder.

I'm screaming, "Charlie! Charlie!"

As his body rams into me and he starts to shake, lifting himself to grab hard at my waist as he releases. I feel him filling me and his cock pulls back to slam in again. The noises I'm making sound like their straight from porn, a mix between a cry of pleasure and pain. Charlie collapses onto me, his cock slipping out. Panting and sweaty, he presses his face into my body.

"Holy fuck, Charlie," I murmur, running my hands through his hair.

"I love-" he breaths out the words, cutting himself off. "You're incredible,"

My thoughts all stop all once, my hands freezing in place. He loves me? I search desperately for something to say, something funny or sweet, but I can't speak. He loves me? He didn't mean to start saying it. He loves me? Oh lord, what am I doing here? With him, my best friend, my Charlie.

He pulls himself off of me, laying on his back. Thick, awkward silence hangs in the air. I don't dare look over. I don't move at all. My heart feels like it's being crushed.

I can't be what you need. I don't want to hurt you. I love- do I? Do I love him? I love you Charlie. I wrestle with the feeling, trying to parse out it's level of truth. I love you. I can't be yours. I love you. I'm not good for you. I love you, but I'm a slut, but my love is shallow. I love you, but I can't love you. I can't love you.

Neither of us makes a move for a very long time, and I'm lost in my head. Eventually he shifts over to face me, and I turn my head towards him. No words from either of us. I see the question on his face, the hurt and hope taking turns in his eyes. I want to comfort him, to reassure him. He just reaches out to touch my face. My eyes close and I lean into the touch.

"I don't know," the words leave my mouth slowly, quietly. I wonder if I said them at all.

"That's okay," he says, shifting himself closer to me, and pulling a blanket over the two of us.

I cuddle in, selfishly accepting his arms around me. His chin rests over my head and I bury myself into him, our sweaty skin creating hot friction between us.

"I'm sorry," his voice is quiet. "I know that you- I know you,"

He doesn't need to say it for me to hear what he means. Charlie was there for me when my ex-fiance broke it off. When I learned that my supposed best friend had been sleeping with her. When I quit my job and moved back here and had to start from scratch. He knew I didn't date. He knew I didn't fall for anyone anymore. He loves me anyways.

I pull back to look up at him. Concern is plastered over his face. I mentally strip myself away from the spiral I'd sunk into, and take deep breaths. I find his hand and squeeze it, bringing myself back to the moment we're in.

"I'm sorry too," I find the words as I go, "You are so important to me, and it's not fair to do this if you want more than what I can promise," I pause to think and chew on my lip before continuing, "How long-? When did you start to feel this way?"

"A while- I think it's been there for a long time. I'm drawn to you." He matches my pace, being careful with his words.

"What do you want?" I wince at my own question. I need to know, to let him down easy, to explain why I can't be anything.

He lets out a hmm, and leans his head back, like he's thinking. Waiting feels like torture. The space we are in is a strange limbo that makes me want to crawl out of my skin.

"I don't know what to ask for," he admits, meeting my gaze again, "I want to make you happy, make you feel good. I want some of your time. I want to kiss you again,"

The answer he gives frustrates me, and my eyebrows stiffen. "That's not all of it. You make breakfast and give me a massage- what, why!?"

"I like you," he answers quietly.

I sit up, trying not to yell as I reply sharply, "I'm a mess, and a slut, and I can't belong to you, I can't belong- I can't want- why would you like this?" I know I'm being harsh on both of us but I can't stop myself. Tears pool in my eyes and I get out of bed, looking for my clothes from the night before. I don't want to be here anymore, to be naked and crying infront of Charlie. Haphazardly, I clip my bra on and pull my shirt over my head, leaving the room to find my shorts in the kitchen.

Charlie sits on the edge of the bed, watching me with shock. He's uncertain of how to help me, if I even want him to. Pulling up his pjs, he stands to follow me, reaching a hand out before pulling it away.

Fully dressed, I turn to his door, realizing I've got my camera equipment here and I can't make a quick getaway. Tears start to fall as I stand frozen in his entryway, feeling trapped and scared.

"Charlie-" I turn to see him standing behind me, worry in his face.

The tears flow steadily and I poorly stifle a sob. Covering my eyes with my palms, I wobble, almost falling to the floor. But he catches me, arms around me, holding me tight.

"Shhh, shhh," he whispers out the shushes, rocking us gently back and fourth. "Everything's okay,"

I let myself cry in his arms. Vulnerable and shaking, I tuck my face against him.

"Everything's going to be okay," he whispers again.

[razorblade180]

A Chat

Spoilers for V9 Ep6

With an exhausting day of revelations behind them, team RWBY spent the night in the hut of Jaune’s peaceful little village. Ruby sat at the table, Weiss found a nice spot on the floor with a humble bed spread, and the two new lovebirds found themselves sitting by the fire. Weiss genuinely was happy for Blake and Yang, if the foreseeable future was going to be this 24/7 then she might have to start finding ways to tune them out. She wasn’t even jealous! Just…okay, perhaps a little jealous, lonely more than anything.

Weiss:Are you going to sleep anytime soon? It’s getting late and that fire is bright.

Yang:Huh? Oh, hehe, our bad. I guess even here you need your beauty sleep.

Weiss:It’s just sleep at this point. Unlike everyone else here, I fell through a pit today.

Blake:Come to think of it…Yang we could’ve fallen today on that bridge.

Yang:I don’t know what you mean. I fell for you hard today.

Blake:*giggles*

Weiss:…

Yang:Okay, okay. Lights out time. Blake and I were thinking about having a look around anyways. The stars look nice here.

Weiss:Are you really trying to convince me the two are you are going out to star gaze?

Ruby:What else is there to do here?

Blake:Exactly! Welp, let’s go Yang!

Yang:*red* Okay!

They put out the fire and ran off before Weiss could poke more holes in the blatant lie. Not that she wanted to hear the truth. She turned her head to see Ruby putting Little in her hood and also walking towards the door.

Weiss:And where are you off to?

Ruby:I’m tired but..not really sleepy. If that makes any sense. I might as well take a walk and enjoy the sky myself; clear my head a bit. Night Weiss.

Weiss:Night…

And just like that, Weiss was alone in the dark while being in another world. She hadn’t realized how lucky she was to find Blake and her friends soon after falling. A night here all by herself sounded awful, and yet Jaune had to endure that very thing for so long. How he managed was beyond her. Though Weiss asked for the fire to be extinguished for the sake of sleep, she wasn’t as ready for bed as she led on. Now she was left alone with her thoughts, which unfortunately immediately thought of Jaune the moment she pondered being here alone. It didn’t stop there however. Weiss turned her head to the closed door he slept behind.

Weiss:(I shouldn’t knock, I shouldn’t knock, I shouldn’t knock, I shouldn’t knock, I shouldn’t-)

Her hand was already on the doorknob and she gave the gentlest of knocks with her left hand. Maybe her team had rubbed off on her a little too much, because this is when a normal person would go back to minding their own business. Weiss slowly started opening the door to peek inside. If was already asleep then she’ll shut the door and leave.

As the door slowly cracked open enough, Weiss poked her head into the silently and had a mini heartache seeing Jaune sitting on the end of his bed looking right at her with just as much shock. Weiss’s face turned dark red. She was caught red handed.

Weiss:…

Jaune:….

Weiss:….*slowly closes door* (AAAAAAHHHHH!)

Jaune:Umm, did you something?

The door opens much faster this time. Just enough for Weiss to stand in the doorframe, stopping herself from fully intruding. Jaune had already taken off his armor and removed his shoes; even his ponytail was undone. Suddenly she felt a little anxious. Thank goodness he didn’t stand up to meet her.

Weiss:Uh, thought I should let you know everyone else has gone out for awhile to unwind.

Jaune:So I heard.

Weiss:Oh, were we being too loud? Sorry abo-

Jaune:No. It’s uhh, it’s alright. Quiet can get really annoying in its own right. The liveliness is refreshing hehe.

Weiss:I can imagine. Sooo I’m not really that tired yet either. Mind if I come in and we…chat for awhile?

Jaune:Weiss…

Weiss:*red* What? There’s nothing wrong with that, if you want to; and… it kinda feels you want to, or am I imagining things? I mean wouldn’t a person on guard lock their door?

Jaune:Maybe doors don’t lock here?

Weiss:….

Jaune:I got better at fighting, not denying. Weiss, don’t you think..I don’t know, this is a little-

Weiss:Jaune, you know me. Things might be…different currently, but what hasn’t changed is that I am doing things of my own choice and that I can beat you up if I have to.

Jaune:I…can’t argue that. Is this a good idea though?

Weiss:We’re just chatting. I doubt Blake and Yang are coming back soon and Ruby is gonna value the peace. As for me…*sighs* I..I don’t want to be alone and I can tell you want to either. Not anymore. So…I’m gonna walk in now, we’ll catch up and…see how that goes. Okay?

Her voice was shaky near the end. Not out of fear or anxious, but vulnerability. The same vulnerability that she saw in his eyes as he took a breath. Weiss took a single step, giving time for rejection, but no words were said. She took another step, and then another, slowly entering Jaune’s room; before shutting the rest of the world out and locking it away for a single night.

[lonelyvampx]

living with depression 3:28 pm:

finally got out of bed after two hours of waking up

3:42 pm, I have an hour to an hour and twenty minutes to go out, I haven't showered yet and haven't decided what to wear, but I really want to do yoga, it's been months since I've done that and I really miss it

3:47 pm, an hour and a half left until the end of fasting, am hungry ☹️

3:55 pm, I love hearing her soothing voice during yoga, I chose a short clip because I don't have time and because my body needs to start with short steps, I really like the self-hug movement, I lovd to kiss my arms and shoulders while doing it

3:57 pm, so far my feelings are stable, I don't feel anxious or depressed. I will take a quick shower so I can choose an outfit, style my hair and put on makeup (okay I'm starting to get nervous)

4:26 pm, I thought while taking a shower that I don't want to write my day, but I want to do it, for myself, I loved my body and that's a good sign, and yes my quick shower is 30 minutes and (for makeup I don't have to worry because I'm good at putting it on while I'm in the car)

4:34 pm, I realized while drying my hair with the silly lil towel that I need a bigger towel, new jeans (cause the three I had are skinny jeans 💀 hadn't worn in years) and that I didn't want to talk to anyone right now

4:40 pm, drying my hair and looking like 80s girl ✔️ standing in the middle of the room thinking about what I will wear while my sister texts me telling me we have 10 minutes to go ✔️

5:10 pm, in the car trying to put on my makeup after collapsing from something silly. the sky is beautiful

5:57 pm, am happy now, I laughed with my sister (the best person in the world), we're going to a restaurant I like and I'll order my fav dish 💖

6:07 pm, feeling awkward (hattteeee it) anyway gonna eat rn

8:41 pm, being away from my parents for hours = therapy

10:07 pm, sent snap to my friends to see my beauty ✔️ now I am playing with my cute lil idiot cousin

11:26 pm, sitting with children who were raised in a healthy way makes me feel sad for my inner child

11:56 pm, still out, my dad called, I hate it when he calls, his talk even though it's normal makes me nervous

12:21 am, take this beautiful picture

12:44 am, on the way home, not happy, just listening to songs with thoughts running through my mind

12:57 am, fog

1-3 am, talking with all family members (feeling good)

3:12 am, made my fav sandwich (gonna fast tomorrow) gonna eat it now then go to sleep cause am sooo sleepy, I wanted to scroll tumblr and watch an episode of the new show that am watching then do some yoga but am sleeepyyyy so gonna watch yt rn and do these things later

3:31 pm, just remembered when my uncle (who knew nothing about my life and the difficulties) laughed today at my post graduation depression and said that it's only been a year and a half since i graduated ..... habibi live this year and a half in my house as a woman then talk

[teddybeartoji]

mickeyyyy tell me about your selfship lore with dazai pretty please

CARINAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAA THANK YOU SM FOR ASKING ABT US ANGEL I LOVE HIM SM:(((((

okok so i had a chance to brainstorm a little with a friend the other day and now i'm gonna tell you all about it hehehehe:3333 also uhh.. i think this might get long so i apologize for that lmao

mizai takes place in a cute little university au!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dazai is majoring in literature (he's so pretentious i love him so bad) and i am an art major!!!!!!! this is how i get to live out my silly dreams okay lmao so i'm thinking about studying pottery or something!!!!!!!!!

and and and since the they're all so very important to me i also need to tell you that chuuya is also an art major, he's doing classical painting (but he takes some pottery classes with me and that's how we met:333). kunikida is ofc gonna be a teacher, so he's studying education aaaaaaaaaaand fedya is... a psychology major. i'm scared of him a little i won't even lie.

AAAAANYWAYYY MIZAII:333 he pretty much just lives at my place; he does have an apartment but it's super small and he just.. doesn't like it there. so he has his own key and he's free to come and go whenever he wants!!!!!!! when i say 'go' i'm actually lying bc he really is just always at my place,, like i come home and he's there. i wake up and he's there. i go to take a piss and then come out only to be met with him laying on my couch. he's weird like that i love him sm.

i also have a cat!!!!!!!!! well i mean my irl cat is just canon in the mizai world hehehee and ooooooooh my god dazai loves him so much. and shrimp really fucking likes him too (so much so that i get jealous sometimes.. ) my cat is very talkative and so is dazai so there's just constant meowing going on. and well sadly, i am no better okay i am a meower too......................... we have a proper fucking cat choir going on smh i wonder if the neighbors hate us...................

though we're both big talkers, one of our favourite things to do is literally just parallel play. he's laid out on my bed like the princess that he is with his newest book while i sit behind my desk, typing away at whatever it is that i'm writing at the moment and it's just sooo so comfortable. and then after we decide that we've been productive enough we always go to the little cafe that we both love and then go to chuuya's just to bother him a bit (he loves us) >:333333333

whenever we're out taking the bus or the train, we're sitting shoulder to shoulder while sharing earphones!!!!!!!!! he rests his head against mine and fidgets with my fingers while i choose the music<333333

oh and neither of us can sleep alone btw. we both struggle with sleep all around but it's not that bad when we're together. it's like thing apparently too you know? that like you get sleepy when you're around a person you really feel safe with? so yeah... we take a lot of naps together it's kind of like a shared love language of ours!!!!!!

OMFG WAIT I ALSO NEED TO ADD THAT UHH ODA IS HERE TOO. HE'S DAZAI'S FAVOURITE PROFESSOR. AAAAAAAAAAAAA oda loves him sm... he loves hearing all of dazai's ideas and his takes and they talk after the lectures all the time too. they actually even go to grab a coffee every now and then. dazai just really really loves talking to him and sometimes (read: every time) he comes home after seeing him, he's sooo happy:((( he has the biggest smile on my face as he just plops down on top of me and starts retelling everything they talked about with oda:(((((((((((((((((((((((((( AAAAAAAHHH CARINAA I LOVE HIM SOOO SO BADDDDD I'M GONNA DIEEEEE

he once kinda dragged me into one of oda's classes too and i was so scared that he'll throw me out bc well.. i'm not supposed to be there but then he was just checking who's there and who's not and his eyes met mine before moving to dazai's twinkling ones and he just smiled and let me be there anyway. (he would literally never throw me out)(btw i fear that.. dazai... yaps about me to him too.............. )

BUT WAHH OKAY OKAY I THINK I NEED TO STOP HERE BEFORE I ACTUALLY EXPLODEEEE I LOVE TAKING HIM TO STUDY DATES AT THE CAFE AND I LOVE TAKING HIM TO ARCADE DATES AND I LOVE LISTENING HIM TALK AND I LOVE WATCHING HIM CUDDLE WITH SHRIMP (MY CAT:33) AAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WAHHH THANK YOU FOR INDULGING ME ON THIS CARINA MY ANGEL<333333 it means a lot a lot a lot hehehehe MWAH MWAH MWAHH I LOVE YOU SM!!!!!!!!

[definitelynotshouting]

WAHOO im back part 3 :))) i reread the chapter

-☀️

"“Not like that, that’s for sure,” Grian says, and it bites, singing through the air with cruel finality. He can’t stop the way each syllable sharpens as he speaks. “So when I tell you I’m dying, maybe you should believe me.”"

- he's happy that when they are hurt by what he does/says at least he has control over this time. He's still keeping secrets. It's not until later that grian loses the upper hand he has keeping the way Watchers work a secret. Right now the others don't know what options they have, meaning that Grian can let himself die and there's nothing they can do about it. It's self destructive but he's smug about that, in a 'hahah im going to do this thing and theres nothing you can do about it' kind of way except the 'thing' is dying. He needs sooo much therapy

-☀️

"Despite everything, the day Grian was kicked from Hermitcraft, Scar had still watched him like someone he knew. Now, he stares at Grian as if he’s never seen him before."

- Before, Scar knew they didnt have all the pieces to the puzzle. He knew Grian creating the game wasnt as simple as it seemed, he knew there was something greater at play. Later, he says "that's just not your style...I never believed you would. Not even for a second". Now that all the cards are on the table, Scar can't comprehend how there was so much he missed. He knew that just before mcc and before the games Grian gets tired. He didnt know why. Theres so much Grian kept from everyone, and Scar slowly piecing it together only to realise just how much pressure has been on Grian's shoulders, how much emotional weight he must be carrying. I can only imagine how much of this Scar reads on Grian's face in this moment

-☀️

"Scar’s voice takes on an awed note— as if the simple act of slipping past Grian's defenses for the missing puzzle pieces changes anything between them. Soft as drifting snow, he whispers, “And that's why you won't let us help.”"

- blows you up with mind

- It does change something!! Scar now understands- to some extent at least- WHY grian is acting the way he is. GRIAN doesnt think this changes anything. The fact that people know his motives doesnt mean they know how to stop his code from unraveling, after all. Ohoho. Grian you underestimate the hermits. Do you really not understand how insane they are!! Scar and the others are ready to do whatever they need to to stabilise grian's code and make it so Grian is able to properly live alongside all of them, SAFELY. Without fear. But Grian is so convinced he's unloveable that he cant see this

-☀️

"At any other point, his palms would be a warm, grounding weight, laced with familiar lines and calluses; now, all Grian can focus on is the inexorable tilt of his entire world's axis as it falls apart."

- this line genuinely had me throwing my phone onto my bed and putting my head in my hands.

- There is no more running. No more hiding. Grian has spent his entire time as a Watcher-disguised-as-a-player pretending and hiding the truth of his existence. But now everything is out. Everything that grian has spent years hiding because of self-hatred and disgust, thinking he is a monster beyond help or love; there is not much left for him to hide. His world is falling apart, theres no way to recover his life before, the one he oh so carefully cultivated on Hermitcraft. That life is gone.

-☀️

Aldjnskajan. I hope this makes some sense 😭 i still have another section of quotes that i copied, but ill do those tomorrow (my time) because i am sleepy :)

AAAAA I WASNT ABLE TO GET TO THIS YESTERDAY ANON BUT WAAUGHHHHHH /POS THIS IS SOOOOOO

IM SENDING YOU BEAMS THIS IS SO SWEET AND VALIDATING TYSM YOU ARE AMAZING AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING AN EXCELLENT DAY

[thetonethetollandthethunder]

Scythe chapter 11-15

You know the drill!! Cmon!!!

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Chapter 11!!

-I always forget the conclave’s have names,,,

-The thing is, you can never blame these people for fighting back, it’s human nature, but OUGH the consequences of human nature are so devastating

-But just imagine the guilt you’d feel, your husband got killed and you get immune from the same fate for a whole year. That’s just prime for survivors guilt

-Also the fact that Faraday told the family the man didn’t resist is just testament to his kindness and compassion

-“The sanctity of the law…And the wisdom to know when it must be broken.” *Stares at Goddard*

-MILK SCENE, I unironically love this scene even tho I think it’s really funny

-Also I genuinely don’t know how ppl drink milk b4 bed, is that even a real thing? How does that make you sleepy??

-Also good on Faraday!! Don’t waste shit!!!

-Apparently all the Scythe Rings are white but I refuse to acknowledge that, they’re all multicolored and each color relates to the scythe in some way <3

-That ring security system Faraday has going on is sick as fuck tho ngl

-“Now let’s see how long it takes Rowan to go for the ring.” I love himmmm, he’s fun!!! He can be fun!!

-Tonist mention!! I love the Tonists <33

-Nice chapter!! Gives more depth to Faraday!!

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Chapter 12!!

-Rowan and Citra’s test are approaching!!!

-The idea of having to hold yourself back in life because you’re afraid of being killed is actually terrifying—

-Also same Rowan, I hate studying too

-“Rowan concluded that not knowing was more terrifying than knowing.” If I remember correctly what the consequence is then that is CERTAIN true

-I LOVE Citra and Rowan’s banter here!! You can see their chemistry early on!!

-UGH I WONT LIST OUT ALL THE MOMENT BUT THEYRE SO CUTE!!!

-Cute chapter! Lots of Citran moments!

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Chapter 13!!

-“I’m a human being, not a mole.” Faraday is soooo fun sometimes like so fun and endearing???

-“Destroyed back in the age of mortality by something called ‘terrorism’.” OKAY SO YES THIS DOES GIVE US A LOT TO THINK ABOUT IN TERMS OF WHAT PEOPLE HERE KNOW ABOUT THE AGE OF MORTALITY BUT ALSO THAT IS RLLY FUCKING FUNNY SOOO

-I too hate walking at 6:30 am (I go to public school in America)

-“I have found that with the Scythedom, it is better to ask for forgiveness than permission,” He is iconic yall

-“What’s the worst they could do?” Things said before disasters—

-“Running the gauntlet” Like walking the red carpet!

-“Scythes wished to be seen as the many faces of light, not of darkness.” And soon they will be! Yk, just right after the plague—

-SCYTHE CURIE OMG OMG!!

-OO now they’re seeing scythe goddard ohoho I LOVE HAVING FORESIGHT

-Citra would cringe at the fact she at one point dazzled by goddard

-Rowan don’t be fatphobic /j

-I like that the conclave’s are pretty boring for the most part, makes it feel more realistic

-I love how only when Citra becomes a Scythe does she begin to understand these rituals, shows how much she grows

-OHOHO we got goddards fuckin note bullshit! Citra is gonna hear allll about that when she becomes a scythe

-Love how Chomsky is basically described as “as white as anyone could be” lmaoo token white man

-also gun lobby, nothing to say about it just…Gun lobby

-Rowan starting to talk like faraday is GOLD

-Again I love Citra and Rowan’s banter

-SCYTHE CURIE

-The idea of the weaponsmaster being a infomercial salesman is SOO funny i need to use that in my scythe oc shit

-Also that digital poison sounds fucking TERRIFYING

-The Scythes not liking the term ‘victim’ is rlly interesting to me, shows they really think of themselves as these faces of light

-Neal I don’t think you know what feminine hygiene products sound like—

-Hand of midas shit but even MORE horrifying!!

-I am terrible with names I saw Scythe Mandela and thought he was Scythe Possuelo and I have no idea why

-Who names their child Ransom??

-VERY good and long chapter!! Two more to go!!

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Chapter 14!!

-OOO the test scene!! One of my favorites!!

-SCYTHE CURIE

-Again what is with the shit names??? Jacory??

-OHH you do NOT interrupt scythe curie girl you are FUCKED

-Oh Citra you’re gonna revisit the worst thing you’ve ever done REALLL soon

-ROWAN LOSING ON PURPOSE FOR CITRA IS SOOOO!!!

-GODDAMN IT RAND I LOVE YOU BUT STOP

-AND THE TENSION THICKENS WITH THE ADDED RULE OF THEM HAVING TO KILL THE OTHER OH MY GOD ITS STILL GOOD MAN!!

-We all want a relationship with the thunderhead Curie

-Very good chapter that adds to the stakes of the story!! One more to go!!!

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Chapter 15!!!

-God the shock and confusion and how upset they all are really captivates this conversation

-And you see that eventually Rowan is very willing to die at the hands of Citra, that’s how much he loves her like UGHH

-“Scythes were supposed to be above the petty,” oh citra you have no idea bby girl,,

-Hash pales!!!

-THE KISS SCENE

-Ive already went in depth about why I love this scene in my Citran analysis post but UGH I LOVE ITT

-Liar!! You are totally in love rowan!!

-GODDARD THE BASTARD

-God he is such a fucking dick i hate himmm

-Very good chapter :)

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AND THATS THE NEXT 5!!! Next time we’ll do chapters 16-20!

[xmimiteh]

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Last song

I hear the following song often, so it is no surprise it is the last song I now heard. With this I do not only like the music, but also the video: "This is War" by Thirty Seconds to Mars with "Rebels" footage - >VIDEO<. Music and cutting just fits so amazingly well and I enjoyed "Rebels" sooo much. I think this show is criminally underrated. It is that kind of show which starts "okay", but then gets better and better with each season - becoming one of the best SW pieces for me out there. It just gave me so much "original" Episode 4-6 vibes and also my "Firefly" thirst was stilled by it. Loved every character in "Rebels" so much, though the best for me was Hera - ressourceful, clever, active, strong-willed and finally a Twi'lek not being sexualized! She made the show for me. Really looking forward seeing Hera and Sabine again in the upcoming "Ahsoka" show. But okay, this was "Last Song" and now I was rambling on about a show... sorry for that!

Currently reading

I am a super slow reader. Always have been even at university - and this was a bit challenging as I studied American and English literature. I love reading, but I rarely am in the mindscape for it anymore and have gotten too restless. It only works during vacations or trips for me. So it takes me a long time to finish stuff and sometimes I start something else at the side as well. That is why I am reading three different books at the moment, because I am not always in the mood a certain one.

The first being "Fool on the Hill" by Matt Ruff - I promised my spouse to read it finally as it is their favorite book. The beginning was a bit drawn-out, but I enjoyed the middle a lot. I get why so many people love that book, but I've got a bit of a hard time with some things. Especially the ending now is sadly overstaying its welcome a bit too much.

The second book being "It" by Stephen King - I love horror literature and had always a weird love-hate relationship with King. I love his take on writing, I love his general stances, love his ideas, enjoyed most of the movies based on him, but his endings suck and sometimes he is a bit too vulgar for my taste. But if it is only the last 10% that's not good? Well, time well spent, I'd say!

And the last one is "Skulduggery Pleasant - The Faceless Ones" by Derek Landy. Hm, yes, as I said I simply LOVE horror literature. And as pulpy and trashy the characters are - I love those dialogues and the pacing! Skulduggery Pleasant is just such a fun time to read and sooo relaxing. But it is really, really overpowered. I mean, you would call out each of those characters if they were roleplaying something like that in FF14. And yet somehow it does not bother me when reading it. I do not even understand why. Usually I would complain about such characters for hours.

Currently watching

How much time do you have and how much do you want to read? Because I watch so much stuff. It is simply easier for me with my busy RL life to consume at the side and more relaxing. My spouse and I have our little ritual of watching one tv show after dinner and one (different) tv show before going to bed. Our "after dinner show" is at the moment the tv show "Sleepy Hollow" (>Trailer<) - and I expected it to be entertaining, but I did not expect it to be that good. Don't get me wrong, it is not outstanding, but I enjoy it very much. Probably also, because it covers a period in American history and literature I had as one of my study focusses. And I loved Washington Irving. Also, yes, it is horror. Again. I know, I know. Don't hold it against me! But it is really entertaining. Give it a try.

Our "before bedtime show" is at the moment a little "blast of the past" with "Case Closed (Detective Conan)" (>Trailer<) - yes, that slightly older anime show with way too many episodes. We recently thought we need something light and it is just a nice way to chill out at the end of the day.

When I am watching on my own, I recently started a rerun of "The X Files" (>Trailer<), because I loved that show when it aired on tv for the first time, but never finished watching it. Still want to complete a whole run of it, because I never got further than season 3. Or was it 4? I do not really know anymore.

And the last movie we saw was "Spider-Man: Across the Spiderverse" (>Trailer<), which was simply amazing. But you all probably know that anyway, so... I will just give another bonus fact about me: Spider-Man is my favorite superhero. I always loved how personal the stories are and how authentic his struggles are. That was something I could relate to a lot - responsibilities piling up and feeling the need to be responsible. Because with great power, yadda, yadda, yadda... Spider-Man was always the most relatable and human superhero to me. Each incarnation was an authentic human being struggling with doing the right thing, but stepping up to try it - even when failing. That always inspired me and still inspires me. And this movie was the first we went to the cinema again since the pandemic. So, yay!

Current obsession

This one I will keep shorter. Or I will try to do so at least! But my current obsession is an obsession I have been having for quite some time and it is: Hunt: Showdown (>Trailer<) - don't confuse it with "Hunt". That game! It is a PvPvE (Player versus Player versus Environment) extraction shooter so probably not to everyone's taste. Setting is Weird Wild West with Zombies and Demons, has the best sound design in the whole gaming industry. No, really, there is no better one. You can pinpoint the location of sounds by listening so perfectly and it is really important with all the stealthing and scouting. And the gunplay is so much fun. Those shootouts with other players are so intense and really feel sooo Wild West. I love it and I am simply addicted to that game. So, if you see me afking in FF14, I might be playing one or two rounds of Hunt at the side. And yes, it is again... horror. I know. It's a surprise there are not too many horror themes when roleplaying Mimi! I really should rectify it. Because I live for that. So I probably should get those Sagolii ruins rolling for plotting points, right?

Tagging: Okay, this time I can only tag 9 people. That is hard! So let's just cheat the system, but don't tell anyone. I'll just tag 9 people and you can do it anyway and tag me, so I can read it. So, the "officially" tagged are: @ysandrethedreamer, @kich-rp @zhauric @miqojak @miqoquest @archaiclumina @luck-and-larceny @cactusxwren @tsupertsundere. But we all know, I also tagged YOU as well, right?

[dilfiam-afton]

"Shush."

Summary; you accidentally wake William up at night and y'all "snuggle"

LEMON TW

Minors dni

Usually you were the first to be nuzzled up in bed, sleeping soundly well before William even remembers that he needs sleep. But today was different. William managed to tire himself out by, involuntarily, taking care of a whole bunch of children. Usually there are other staff members at the diner to help out but today only 2 of his employees showed up, which in return left William to play nanny for 9 hours straight.

Oh well! Your turn to try and sneak into bed without waking him. Can't be too hard, right? I mean- William has a tendency to accidentally wake you when he gets in bed at night. Sooo technically, if you wake him, it'll be like revenge so he can't be mad at you, you thought. And so you decided to just go for it - quickly - like ripping off a band-aid, and so you just lay down, slowly snuggling up to him. It was really warm under the covers..If it wasn't his warmth you'd deem it too warm. Upon relaxing under the covers for a bit, you decided to fully snuggle up to William; turning to lay on your left side as to face him, gently sneaking one arm under his head as if he was using it as a pillow, comfortably draping your right leg over his waist, and finally, placing a firm kiss on his chin.

To your surprise, William clicked his tongue in annoyance. "Will?" trying to detect movement in his face "are you awake?" "Well I am now!" a warm giggle emerged from your throat "sorry" the man just sighed before pressing a quick kiss to your lips, and re-adjusting his head on your arm, now revealing more of his neck to you. He let out a pleased hum once he finally settled again, and suddenly you felt the urge to rest your head in the crook of his neck. Ever so carefully you nuzzled your face against his neck "you smell so good" "oh shush". And so you did shush, soaking up all his scent and warmth. William wasn't usually the cuddliest man, so you definetely have to take advantage of his sleepiness in order to get your dose of cuddles.

All plans of also settling down for the night and going to sleep were discarded when William let out a tiny groan of arousal as you gently kissed his neck goodnight. And so one little kiss turned into two, then three followed by the vibrating sensation of a little moan coming from the mans throat. Intrigued by his reaction, you deepened the little kisses and added a few tiny nibbles and licks to the mix. With each little moan and groan he let out, your core grew hotter, a tingling sensation spreading over your groin-area. William now wrapped his arms around you tightly, one hand pressing into the back of your head gently as to encourage you to keep up with the kisses, the other pressing against your lower back, causing you to tightly press against him.

By now the heat between your legs seemed unbearable, causing you to moan against his neck. William now grabbed the leg you had laid over his waist earlier, and now pulled you closer as to close the gap between the both of you, your hips now firmly pressed against his. A gasp escaped your throat as you felt his erection press directly between your legs. William threw you a sheepish grin before pulling his boxers down just enough to free his throbbing member. You gently bit down on his neck, whilst wrapping your hand around his erection, holding it firmly before retorting to gently caressing it in a teasing mannner. It felt warm against your hand, skin feeling oh so soft to the touch. William let out a sigh, just as you felt your hand being coated in a layer of his pre-cum.

A large hand started making it´s way to the side of your underwear, before carefully sliding a finger underneath it, letting it glide over your sex. You shivered before hooking your own finger into your waistband, entire removing your underwear in one swift motion. Williams hand shifted from your sex to his, now guiding it to your entrance. Being the gentleman he is pretending to be he pulled away for a brief second, shooting you a questioning look. "Should we?" you just nodded in agreement, already feeling him prep himself at your entrance. He made entering a short process, just slamming his hip against yours. Instinctively, you pulled him closer by the waist using the leg you had laid over him in a cuddly manner all these minutes ago. William noticed you were now a bit tensed up from the initial burning of him stretching you out with that large cock of his. "awh, what´s wrong?" he cooed at you as he slowly started bucking his hips against yours. "We don´t like being stretched like this, do we?" he took to gently caressing your sides as to comfort you, while his thrusts became harder by the minute.

Luckily for you the pain had faded into pleasure rather quickly, leaving you to moan and buck yourself against him as well. However you were a little flabbergasted as William shushed you, telling you to quiet down as to not wake the kids. When that didn´t work he resorted to clamping a large hand over your mouth to muffle your noises. And while that affected your breathing quite a little bit, you didn´t mind. William seemed to love controlling your ability to breathe whilst roughly slamming himself into you repeatedly, as he now would also start to pinch your nose shut along with blocking your mouth every now and then, entirely ridding you oft the ability to breathe for seconds at a time. You were too busy feeling yourself getting closer and closer to your climax to stop him from almost killing you, plus, he seemed to really like it! You didn´t want to tell him to stop, what if he left you over not wanting to be choked? And who are you to tell him off about his kinks anyways.

Your thoughts were interrupted by your own climax shortly after, as you felt it run through your body like waves. William was quick to follow, pulling out of you and spurting thick strings of milky liquid over your bellies. Cocking a brow at him, shooting him a little playful glare "really?" "wouldn´t want to risk anything now, would we?" "we have to clean up.." "hm we´ll do it tomorrow." and you were happy with that. You snuggled up to William again, this time hiding your face in his chest as he tucked his head over yours before pressing one last kiss to the crown of your head. "G´night." "mhm".......

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary188

3/21-22/2024

i took selfies, the other day.

here they are:

i really liked the outfit, feels very good to wear, perfect thing for summer cuz that shirt beneath the cardigan has no sleeves so you do not get too hot/insulated. plus i can like...wear it like that, whatever you want to call that.

i guess i could have tied the shirt off too but there was something cute/funny about it being like, a stomach window. which is maybe excessive also but we were celebrating sooo. you knowww.

that cardigan is really cute and nice, i am v. happy abt buying it.

i need to go fix the song a little more but i've been working on its single art, cuz i'm gonna put it out with that cover, and i don't think i'm gonna mess w/ the cover really. there's something entertaining about that to me.

if ableton crashes though i am just going to go to bed... the song has some funny issues, so one is the snare is too quiet, i think i need to take the limiter off and instead put a stock saturator on it, or maybe just like... eq and compress it better. and then the hihats/cymbals are too loud so i need to mess with those. i think the vocals have some kind of dead sound to them idk. idk what that would be really.

i don't like sliding takes around but i also want to just get like, some kind of idea even, of how i should deliver things maybe, and if these moved takes sound good i can just keep them but idk. it bothers me a bit, i'd like to at least go back an in and figure the timings out. idk why i feel so off lately, i was doing good for a bit but this song's really hard to get down. it is almost 200 bpm. so.

maybe for practice i should do versions of these songs that are slower, just so i can go along slowly, and then when it's time to go faster i think i'll at least have better footing than just jumping into it. yeah. maybe i'll have to do that w/ some stuff coming up even, for this record.

well the song sounds good now. the snare really connects now which is nice, maybe i need to make this the main snare chain...idk, it should be fine, if the other songs sound good, they sound good, i can't keep gettin as in depth as i do w. all of this.

anyway i am sleepy now so,

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Ooh I know ur probably busy but I was just about to go to sleep and I got an idea. One bed trope with stsg :) I think it would work best with teen stsg, maybe ur all childhood best friends (glad to know I’m not the only one here that’s a sucker for that one :,3) and ur families have all gotten together for a big event and decided to go on a vacation abroad but they’ve booked a separate hotel/apartment room for the three of u to stay in by yourselves!! …and have also failed to mention that it has only one bed. A king sized bed, sure, but still only one. I think it would be a little awkward at first maybe…. Just while ur all getting used to it… and then suddenly it’s late at night, satoru is in his digimon pyjamas and kicking off the sheets because he’s too hot and just clinging to u like a koala <33 hair all tousled and sleepy and big arms and legs just keeping you in an iron grip,, :3 And then sugu on the other side who I feel like would snuggle up against your back and reach an arm across to be able to feel satoru too, just to know the both of you are there and he can keep u guys safe..: SOBSSSS !!! I am an absolute believer that if you were really close to them like. BEST BEST friends close and they both had feelings for u they’d just take any opportunity they could to show their affection for you without exposing that they like you because you know!!! You’re super close, it’s totally normal for best friends to be affectionate and loving with eachother!!! They’re so funny I can’t 😭 like if u say to them “hey we’re kinda affectionate with eachother considering we’re just friends” and they stare at you like ur delusional and r like nonono wdym…. You’re crazy… insane…. It’s totally normal to kiss your besties and hold their hands THEY MAKE ME GIGGLE SO BAD The sillies ever… I love them im gonna bite them :(( — stsg anon !! :3 <33

STSG ANON HAVE I MENTIONED THAT U BRIGHTEN MY DAY SM i was just abt to go to sleep too but i HAD to answer this right away bc it made me feel so soft !!!! T_T perfect timing hehe i will in fact dream abt this <3333

FIRST OF ALLLLLL NEVER HESITATE TO SEND UR THOUGHTS MY WAY PLS i’m not kidding when i say they warm my heart sm!!! u are my number one stsg dealer <333 i’ve been busy lately BUT hopefully it’ll calm down soon hehe so pls dw !!! :33

BUT OKKKKKK LET’S GET INTO THIS stsg anon u always know the way to my heart!!! fellow childhood friends lover….. u understand me….,.,, NO BC THIS WHOLE SCENARIO IS JUST SO PRECIOUS AND SOFT AND I’M SOO :((((( sniffle . one single cuddle pile with them would fix me entirely i think… i just know they all had the best sleep of their lives

and then suddenly it’s late at night, satoru is in his digimon pyjamas and kicking off the sheets because he’s too hot and just clinging to u like a koala <33 hair all tousled and sleepy and big arms and legs just keeping you in an iron grip,, :3

WAHHHHHH I SMILED SO WIDE READING THIS HE’S SOOO CUTE PLS 😭😭😭 THE DIGIMON PYJAMAS ……. canon to me btw AND CLINGING TO U KOALA STYLE :(((( little eepy clingy baby boy. i always adore ur take on them stsg anon they always feel sooo in character… his long limbs just enveloping u 😵‍💫😵‍💫 satoru uses you as his personal plushie so true!!!! i just know he’d refuse to let you leave in the morning sugu literally has to pry his hands off you LMAO he just wants to sleep in and cuddle all day…… 😔😔

And then sugu on the other side who I feel like would snuggle up against your back and reach an arm across to be able to feel satoru too, just to know the both of you are there and he can keep u guys safe..:

AND SUGUUUUUU you know me and my sugu bias stsg anon 😭😭😭 I MELTED INTO A PUDDLE I NEEDDD YOU TO KNOW HOW INSANE UR SUGU THOUGHTS MAKE ME LIKE …… the way he’s such a caretaker :(((( needs to feel you so he knows you’re both safe ….. sighhhh. he’s a big cuddly protective doggy …. i love him……. also i dunno your thoughts on this stsg anon but i personally hc sugu as having insomnia :’3 or just general issues falling/staying asleep!! but i feel like he would be able to sleep well — or at least better — when he has you both in his arms….. :(( he needs his babies close !! you’re his emotional support !!

sigh sigh sigh. can u tell this made me a lil crazy … just the thought of him being your personal back warmer T_T…… caressing toru’s arm… listening to his snores and feeling your breath mellow out… just lying next to you both while you sleep and it almost brings him as much comfort as if he was the one sleeping….. :’3 hhh.

like if u say to them “hey we’re kinda affectionate with eachother considering we’re just friends” and they stare at you like ur delusional and r like nonono wdym…. You’re crazy… insane…. It’s totally normal to kiss your besties and hold their hands

AND THISSSS BUAHSHAGSH CANONNNNN GODDD THEY’RE SO SILLY?????? just casually gaslighting u 😭😭 THEY’RE SPITTING THOUGH nothing cozier than spooning the homies to sleep <333

i deffff agree that they would use their bestie status as an excuse to cuddle up to u btw especially satoru… suguru is a lot more sneaky. i feel like if you were dating someone and they got upset at how close the three of you are sugu is the type to wrap an arm around your waist or play with your hair and just give them this condescending look…. telling them that you’re best friends, of course you’d be close!! maybe they just don’t trust you enough. PHDJDH HE’S SO … scummy ….. but in the sweetest of ways……

ANOTHER BANGER FROM STSG ANON this one made me feel so fuzzy and cozy!!!! i hope you have the coziest snooziest sleep with the sweetest softest dreams 🫂🫂🫂 this made me melt into an actual puddle i’m gonna daydream abt satosugu w the one bed trope all night <333

[mistertf2xreaderfluffballcake]

uh so i just found your blog & ily

anywayssssssss idk if you’ve done this, but can you do the mercs if their s/o accidentally falls asleep on them(like on their shoulder, chest, yk), like how flustered would they get? if you busy just do sniper, scout, & engi please! :D

~🎧

HELL YES!!! This is so god damn cute!!!!! And I will do all of them lol Sorry for being sooo late!!! But yes I hope it was worth the wait!

(Oh also I did this as an crush, like before confession! I hope that is okay!!)

Scout (You both are in scout's room just clarifying)

Scout and you were just sitting on his bed after playing a round of video games. You both were tired of the intense battle. I won this yes!!!! Noooo! You know what that means y/n! ... Y/n~! Fine fine I will pay for your next bucket of chicken! AND~ And yes I will let you eat the leftover cake heavy made! YES! *both giggles*

I am so tired... Yeah me too! *after a little pause* Y/n? z..z.. *plop on scout's shoulder but slips and...* Woah! *pushes scout's back on the bed* !?!?!?!? WAIT WHAT! *looks at y/n* *y/n just sleeping peacefully sleeping on scout's chest* WH- Oh shit I gotta be quiet. um fuck. I- *scout cover his face with his hand* I- *looks at s/o again*

*pats y/n head* *after a while* *whispers* You know...forget about the bucket of chicken and the cake...I would rather spend my time like this. with...you... *blushes madly while covering his face*

Soldier

Soldier was looking for you. Y/N!!!!! *opens the door to the living room* THERE YOU- *y/n drifting sleep on the sofa while sitting up*

Y/n!!! *stills sleeps* *soldier sits next to y/n to shake them awake*

But instead... Y/n I have to talk to yo- *y/n plops next to soldier's shoulder* !?

Y/n!? *sees y/n sleeping peacefully* I-Hmph fine! 10 minutes.

He literally turned into a rock statue, he just froze.

*10 min later* C-cupcake get up! mmm... Cupcake! ...zzz.... *y/n gets closer* *soldier turns bright red* CUPCAKE! !!!! What- what happened! *sees soldier* !!! Oh sorry was I sleeping? *NODS* Oh I am really so- NO. ??? IT'S FINE CUPCAKE, WE NEED REST SOMETIMES!!! Oh um yeah...By the way, why did you scream so loud? Oh well um. WE NEED TO GO TRAINING NOW! Wha- *holds y/n tight and runs off to the training ground* ???

When you glanced at soldier's face for a moment, what you saw was the most reddest and sweetest soldier in America...

Pyro

Pyro was just reading you Little Red Riding Hood to you for the 5th time this month (you were totally okay with this) It wasn't a bedtime story but just an afternoon story time.

Pyro used one hand to hold the book and the other to use for puppets! Finger puppets. They were made by you!

Pyro was halfway through the book and you felt...sleepy...

Mmmphhh! zzz... Mmph? *looks at s/o* mmh? zz....z....

MMphh! *y/n plop of pyro's shoulder* MMPH!?

Pyro thought of moving but you looked so peaceful. (It isn't even bedtime...Oh well, it a nap time then! :D )

Pyro decided to move a bit but you then leaned closer. *Pyro freezes* *Holds very very still*

Pyro glanced at you, ....pat pat.

After patting your head for about 15 minutes pyro also joined the nap time and leaned on you too :)

Engi

Engi and you were FINALLY taking a break after you two worked long hours on a machine project you worked on. You were his proud little helper!

You were sitting on the sofa just wondering about the machine progress and such. Hey, y/n here is some hot cocoa! Oh, thanks engi! Engi's face became just as hot as the hot cocoa by your smile. Oh well um, you're welcome! *engi continues to talk about how the machine works and progresses*

And then y/n you place the-*plop* ?! Y/n you alright? mm... Oh you're sleepin...

*looks at the clock* (Should I wake up y/n? Are they hungry? Are they comfortable?) *Looks at y/n* *engi blushes slightly* You know, you worked hard today sweetheart, *places blanket on y/n*

Sweet dreams y/n we got a hard day of work tomorrow. *leans on y/n* :)

Heavy (just heavy figuring out how to get closer to y/n~)

Heavy and you were just eating a sandvich on a bench. *Sigh* Today's battle was very hard...we lost to the weak baby. It's okay Heavy! Not all battles are a victory sometimes we lose...

You both were just looking at the horizon. Does leetle y/n like sandvich? Oh yes, they are the best!!! *heavy smiles* Very good :)

Heavy and you stayed there and talk for about an hour. About how they lost today, about how to make perfect sandvich, and more!

And then POW! The scout was dead. Hehe heavy gets revenge! zz...z.z.... Y/n? *looks next to y/n drifting to sleep* Y/n...?

Are you ale- *plop* !!! Y/n? zzzz....zzzz

*heavy gently smiles* Y/n very tired. *head pats y/n* Pat pat

*after a while*

Y/n always so kind... HEAVY! !!!! *looks back to see scout approaching* What the hell are you doin' hea- SHHHHHHH! wh- SHHHH ??? Be quiet scout! leetle y/n is sleeping! So wh- *heavy looking clearly pissed and squeeze his fists* ...*stare* OKAY OKAY big guy fine I will call you guys later! Geez... By the w- *GLARE* You know what forget it never mind! *scout runs off*

*Sigh* mm... !!! *heavy continues to head pat y/n*

Heavy wants to get closer to you...But I don't know how...Heavy want spend more time with y/n. Heavy always protect y/n :)

Demoman

Demo decided to join you with his bomb-making process. Y/n then ya place this inside the bomb in here! It is what makes it go KABOOM! *y/n giggles* Bombs are wonderful, aren't they? Indeed demoman hehe.

Oh wait, this part is a bit complicated this will take a while...

*after a while*

And boom it's don- *plop* !!! Demo was about to jump out of his seat. Y/n? zz..z...z... Hehe, it seems like it's gotten pretty late ey? *extremely carefully picks up y/n bridal style* There we go! *looks at y/n* (Their cuteness is so...deadly...demo calm down...ye are just going to place y/n in bed! Why am I so nervous...)

Where is y/n room again? Ah, there it is! *Very carefully gets inside.* *creak* *places y/n gently on the bed* *pulls a soft blanket on them* *pats y/n's head* *sits beside the bed and takes a swing of alcohol* Good night lovely❤ *demo blushes a tiny bit* It seems like I am falling for you more and more...*hick*

Sniper

Sniper and you were just driving in his van. There wasn't a location to where but you guys were just wandering around in the van.

You both soon arrived at a huge grass field. *both get out of the van* *and just sit on the huge grass field*

*a moment of peace* The sunset is sure beautiful. Yeah... *y/n stretches* *sniper gets up* Oh um! *y/n holds sniper hands just a moment he leaves* Can we stay here longer? Till the sun goes fully down? Of course. Anything for you. *sits back down*

*wind blows* Swoosh It's getting windy we shou- *plop* !!! Y/n!? zzzz... !!! Y/n I- *Swoosh*

Oh um! *gently pus his vest on y/n* *y/n leans closer*

Sniper watched y/n, seeing how their hair flowed with the wind, how their skin glowed under the sun setting, ...Sometimes I wonder how I met such a lovely person like you...

*Looks at the horizon* I should take you sun set watching more.

Medic

Oh um medic! Yes? I heard that you have to stay up really late tonight. yes? Can I help you? *heart flutters* Oh um you wanna help me? yes! I will be your little um nurse! But y/n we are going to stay up really late if so, I think you should sleep first, I don't want to stress you out! It's fine medic! I will help you out! Then maybe we could sleep early! Doing everything alone is tough! hehe, You are right! Fine, you may help me deliver some paperwork ok? *nods :)*

Eventually you and medic stayed pretty late, you were pretty stressed since you weren't used to such long hours of work, on the other hand, medic was just full work mode and would be perfectly fine if another 5 hours passed.

You soon decided to take a break next to medic. He was still working on his paper. You started to look closer at his face.

The jawline...the curve of his lip, the sharp eye look, the light reflexing from his glasses, the wave of his hair...you soon became feeling light...

Medic finally looked after trying to avoid your curious eyes, focused on him, y/n-! zz... *smiles* Hehe was my face that interesting or was it too boring that made you fall asleep? *tucks their hair behind their ear* I told you you wouldn't handle the late time...*stretches* *takes off lab coat* *plop* I will continue to finish work, you did well y/n I will take care of rest~ *head pat lovingly*

Spy

Spy really enjoyed reading you books. Just you and him in his smoking room and you coming closer to him while he fluently reads the book like magic.

You both very very subtly were considered snuggling.

You both were very peacefully just enjoying each others company.

*after a while of reading*

Ah, y/n would you like to take a break? I could go get some- hm?

He then took a peek from the side and!

Y/n was peacefully sleeping next to spy. Since he was so focused on the book and trying to keep his cool he very much forgot that y/n was leaning to him. very close...

He felt his heart beat faster than before. *spy blushes slightly at y/n peaceful cute face*

He then very carefully adjusted his position so that both y/n and him could be comfortable.

He then continues to read the book but of course, he couldn't focus. How could he read when such pure cuteness is literally next to him?

Y/n...you are truly something...to be able to make such a person like me become such a lovesick fool...

I loved writing this hehe. I hope you enjoy~! ╰(´︶`)╯♡

[bestedoesmeow]

...⌜didn't care for it all while you couldn't hold your tears⌟                                                 bradley ''rooster'' bradshaw

since I started college and got out of my comfort zone I've been having quite hard time adapting to my life and everything sooo I wanted write a comfort imagine with my comfort character and I hope you feel the same comfort as me...have a nice one bestie ;3

(Before starting I will not mention any age range you can think of it as you wish/like)

Top Gun men comforting you part 2//

named after : tamino's fascination

warnings:smooth kissing scene at the end and that's it.

It's raining after almost a month. The weather is hot and sticky with humidity and now wet with rain. You hear the sound of the falling drops from the open room window while sitting on your and Rooster's bed, your eyes staring blankly at the wall. You don't want to do anything; you don't want to have breakfast or watch something or go downstairs. You just want time and everything around you to stop. You don't want to think anymore. You don't want to feel worried about anything. You don't want to feel worried about making new friends or about what they think of you. It is Saturday when you decide to overthink those. Rooster's voice coming from downstairs helps you get out of that endless thought train.

"Y/N you want to grab breakfast?" His voice is deep and far, so you are not sure if he is able to hear you, but you still answer him anyway.

"I don't really feel like it, Bradley." You say, picking the sides of your nails unintentionally. You are still not sure if he can hear you, but when you hear approaching footsteps, you know he doesn't hear you at all. He opens the door, slowly sticking his head out from the space between the door and the door sill.

"You want to grab something to eat, honey?"

"I don't really feel like it Bradley.Why don't you grab something without me?" you say, looking at him with your tired eyes and eyelids.

"Is everything okay, baby?" He says this time.He closes the door behind him before placing himself on the edge of the bed. His eyes wander around your face worriedly. His hand slowly moves closer to yours to rub it.

"I am not sure what to say. I don't even want to talk." You say, before taking a deep breath and letting it out. You reach out to hug Rooster as he slowly moves toward you on the bed. You are held by your hair as he draws you against his chest. You put your head on his lap and take deep breaths while he caresses your body and hair with his consoling hands. He massages your back instead of talking while bending in close to kiss the area under your ear. After that, he speaks quietly.

"You want to lie down?" You nod your head as if to say yes before moving your side of the bed. Your body almost feels too weak to move. You faintly put your head on your pillow.

"You want me to go or not?"

"No, I don't want you to go. Actually, please stay. " You speak before taking his hand in yours. He gives you a weak smile and settles down on the bed beside you. He makes you turn around so he can be the big spoon before he begins to smooth-kiss every inch of your hair.

"You feeling any better now, sweetie?" He says before pulling you closer to his lap.

"Mhmm. " You manage to say it before feeling his mustache on your neck once again.

"Everything is going to be okay, you know right?" he says, almost sending shivers down your spine. With the sound of the summer rain and Rooster's heavy breaths, you feel more comfortable than ever. That gut feeling inside you is almost gone.

"And I'll always be your best friend. You don't ever need to feel alone.'' You are everything, baby. The world is a better place with you." With his last statement, you turn yourself around to face him. His eyes are half closed and he has a sleepy look with his almost messy hair. He places his hand on your hair and strokes it slowly while watching you. You move closer to give him a kiss. His eyes close as he pulls you closer to him to kiss you. Your hands wander around his hair throughout the kiss while his hands are placed on your waist. You move away to breathe while he is watching you with his mouth half open. "I am glad that you are my best friend, Bradley." You say before he pulls you into another kiss.

[christopher-bangnaldoskzz]

could you do something like seungmin x reader got into an argument and reader don’t want to communicate so they lie about feeling sleepy but seungmin don’t want to them sleep knowing they still havent fixed their argument so he say something like “will this keep you awake?” then he started eating you out… kind of more an angry sex idk i hope this is okay to you i love ur fics!!

Thank you lovely, i hope i did your request justice :)

Seungmin x Reader

Genre: Sweet but Smutty

Word count: 1.6k

Warnings: Oral sex (female receiving) just some good old oral sex from Seungmin. If you are not 18+ you are going to need to close your eyes and keep scrolling.

“Are you fucking kidding me, Seungmin” you said, leaving a message on his phone after he stood you up on your anniversary date night. 

You leave the restaurant where you had been waiting 30 minutes and hauled a cab hopping in. You gave him the address for the apartment you shared with your boyfriend, Seungmin. The anger bubbling in your stomach as the cab driver makes small talk. 

“You look lovely in that dress….on your way home from a date?” He smiled and was lovely; however, you were definitely not in the mood. 

“Well, I was supposed to, but I got stood up,” you say, looking out the window. The cab driver is silent. 

“I’m sorry to hear that,” he said, gripping the steering wheel. 

He continued driving to your apartment “here you go…I hope the rest of your night goes well” he smiled, and you paid the bill and exited the car. 

“Thank you for taking me home,” you say, closing the door. 

You turn and walk into the building. Just as you enter, your phone rings. “Seungmin”, you say as you hit the decline button. 

As you try to find your keys, you walk up the stairs and notice the ringtone. It’s the one you allocated to Seungmin. 

“What” you answered. No, hello, Seungmin knew he fucked up big time. 

“I am so sorry, chan Hyung needs me to record, “ he said, pleading. 

“And if chan Hyung wanted you to jump off a bridge, would you,” you said sarcastically.

“I’m sorry, Y/N…I’ll be home shortly” he still had no idea what he missed. 

“Don’t bother Seungmin…you can’t remember our anniversary” I could hear him take a short breath in. 

“Maybe chan Hyung can offer you his bed for the night”, I continued. 

“I-I I don’t know what to say….I am sooo sorry.” 

“Save it Seungmin…if you come home except to be sleeping on the couch,” you say as you hang up the phone. 

SEUNGMIN POV  

Ring ring

“Fuck hold up, chan Hyung…Y/N call me like four times,” I said, returning her call. 

“Hi, you’ve reached Y/N” why would she call and then send me to voice message odd. 

“Call again. Maybe she accidentally hit decline,” chan said through the speaker.

“What” was all I heard as she answered the phone. 

“I’m sorry, chan Hyung needed me to record,” I thought she might be angry because I didn’t answer her phone call. I looked at chan, who seemed taken aback.

“And if chan Hyung told you to jump off a bridge, " I knew I was in trouble here. I was trying to go through what I could have possibly forgotten. I checked the time fuck. It was 10:30pm. Maybe she was angry because I was late home.

“I’m sorry, Y/N…I’ll be home shortly”, chan started packing up. He must be able to hear her through the speakers. 

““Don’t bother Seungmin…if you can’t remember our anniversary” FUCK our 2nd anniversary is today, and I’ve done nothing for her. “Maybe chan Hyung can offer you his bed for the night” she must be so upset. I really fucked up this time. 

“I-I I don’t know what to say….I am sooo sorry,” is all o could get out. 

“Save it, Seungmin…if you come home except to be sleeping on the couch”, she hung up on me. I look over to chan Hyung, and I’m still in shock. I’ve done many shitty things over the last two years, but…this was heartbreaking. I’ve never forgotten a date night, let alone our anniversary. 

“Chan, I have to go…I fucked up big time….this is break-up worthy, honestly” I looked at chan, who looked confused.

“Uhhhh sure, I guess….what happened?….need me to come with?” The last thing I needed was to show up with chan. Y/N would flip and dump me on the spot. 

“I don’t think that’s a good idea. I kinda forgot our anniversary,” I said, rubbing the back of my neck. Chan paused. 

“Fuck”, he said, “you better go now…I’ll finish this up” I took off and ran outside to catch a cab home. 

Y/N POV 

You curl up on your king bed and just cry, you hear the door unlock, and there is a sense of relief that maybe Seungmin came home. 

“Y/N”, he repeats as he looks for you in the house. He opens the bedroom door as you lay there, pretending to be asleep. 

“Baby, I know you’re not sleeping,” he said, cuddling up. How dare he cuddles you after what he did.

“How dare you” you got up and moved off the bed. 

“What do you want me to do…..I’ll do it”, he begged. 

“Seungmin, we haven’t had alone time in 4weeks” going back to all those times, one of the boys would come over for dinner or stay the night. 

“I’m sure it hasn’t been that long” Seungmin was clueless about stuff like that. He loved the boys coming around. It reminds him of when he lived in the dorm. 

“Seungmin”, you put your hands on your hips. “I’m so upset with you… how could you forget our anniversary….you made me look like an idiot.” 

“I can not explain how sorry I am” you have had it up to here with Seungmin.

“I’m over it, Min. I’m going to bed…sleep here, or on the couch, I don’t give a fuck anymore” you toss back the covers and min moves to the other side. He gets off the bed and moves to get dressed into his sweatpants. 

“Please, you know I can’t go to bed with you angry at me, " he hopes into bed and shuffles over onto my side. 

“Baby,” he said as he started to draw circles on your hip bones. “Has it really been 4 weeks since I last touched you?” You knew the game he was playing; however, you did long for Seungmin’s touch, and tonight you were primarily excited about the fact you would finally get a second alone with your boyfriend. 

“Seungmin”, you giggle “, stop I am still mad at you” you continue to laugh as he places kisses behind our ear. “I’m tired, Seungmin”, you smile, knowing how this will end. 

“Well, I know something that will keep you awake,” he says, smirking as he moves under the covers and down, spreading your legs apart. 

He shimmies your underwear down your legs, and you kick them off the bottom of the bed. Seungmin then, without hesitation, starts to use his tongue to lick up from your whole to your clit. You shuffle down the bed to get more comfortable as Seungmin is just getting started. You lift the blankets up, and Seungmin stops to smile at you “forgive me yet?” The smug cunt thinks this is gonna be easy. You dope the cover, and he goes right back to licking up and down your vagina slit. You begin to squirm as he starts to suck on your clit. Seungmin was the only boyfriend you’ve had that’s ever made you cum. He was very enthusiastic when it came to sex, and he was quick to learn what you liked. 

“Mmmm”, you moan, then quickly cover your mouth. You don’t want Seungmin to head you are enjoying this as he might think you have forgiven his shitty action.

He slides up from under the sheets “was that a moan I just heard?” He grins. 

“Don’t flatter yourself, Seungmin” you can feel him inserting two fingers as he decides to go back down. You roll your eyes back and shut your mouth, gripping the bed sheets, trying to not make a sound. Seungmin pumps and curls his fingers inside you, so he’s hitting your g spot. At this point, your body is telling him everything. He once more comes up for air, still fingering you as he moves up to kiss your lips. 

“Enjoy, baby….tonight is all about you,” he says between kisses. He stimulates your clit with his thumb as he continues to pump his fingers inside you. 

“Ooh”, you moan “, Seungmin mmmm….p-please it fee—“ and just as you were about to finish your praise, your walls clenched around his fingers, and your cream spilled out of your pussy. 

Seungmin has a proud smile on his face “what would you like me to do next” you can feel your pussy juice oozing out. “Tonight is all about you…don’t worry about me.” 

“I want your cum on your tongue”, you whine. 

“Done,” he says, flicking the sheets back and sliding your bum to raise and arch your body. He runs up and down your vagina, using his fingers to roll over your clit. You twitch at how sensitive your clit feels. 

He attached his mouth this time but used a different technique. He used more of a kissing-like movement, using his lips to spread rather than his tongue. He sucks your flaps into his mouth and uses his tongue to lick them simultaneously. 

“Whatever you’re doing…don’t stop”, you praise him. 

Seungmin travels down further and sticks his tongue deep into your core. He started to flick it up and down. This helps him situate your spot. While he is alternating between that and sucking, you decide to stimulate your clit by rubbing it with your fingers increasing your chances of having a longer and stronger orgasm. 

“Min, I am so close”, you moan as he increases his pumping speed, pulling his tongue in and out of your core.

“OH GOddd,” you grunt as an orgasm wave creeps down your body. You don’t realise it, but you’ve shoved Seungmin's head feeling into your core making his nose and need the pressure to your clit to help you ride your high. 

“You make me feel so good, Min” you brush your fingers through his hair as he rests your bum back on the bed. 

“Did you want to clean yourself up….I’ll change the sheets” he says, wiping the arousal off his face. 

You get up on your knees and kiss his lips “thank you for my present”, he smiles and shakes his head as you walk into the bathroom naked to clean yourself up and get ready for bed.